I could be here all night, just praying it wouldn’t end
Pretending that it was alright, that this is more than just pretend
More than a game of make believe
Where all my hopes aren’t here to deceive
My heart into further disappointment
Your touch the gentlest ointment
For a lifetime of sorrow
A lifetime I’ll return to tomorrow
Just please let me sit one more night with you
And pretend that this mirage is somehow true
Or true enough to transcend
This fairytale land
And infiltrate the world that I call real
I’m too desperate to allow myself to feel
That reality knocking on my conscious door
“Please, please just one minute more”
I say, drowning out the knocking
And the satanic voices mocking
The deep internal fire
Growing quickly to desire
Daring bravely to believe
That you might hold me once and never leave.